I thought of this after I heard myself, and a few others, complaining about being stuck at a certain weight. I'm beginning to think weight is just an indicator. It’s an important one, and it’s the one that usually gets us in the door, but it’s just one indicator.
I think that’s why
the WW folks go on so about movement, healthy eating, healthy choices
generally, and the like. I think we can be doing ALL THE RIGHT STUFF…
and the weight may not go down (or may even go up!). So it’s
important not to ONLY look at the weight (although it’s important
not to ignore it).
This post has been
percolating for a few weeks, and when I first started to think about
it, I thought of the following story: Suppose you come upon the magic
WW lantern. It’s blue, green, and purple, with the WW logo on the
side. You polish it up for a minute to get the dust off, and
WHOOOOSH! Out pops the genie, with the easy humor, blonde hair, and
fashionable accessories; she looks just like my WW coach.
“Wow!” she says.
“Good thing I’ve been in WW for all these years, or that space
would have been even MORE cramped than it was! Look at this outfit;
I’ll NEVER get these creases out!
“OK, listen.
Here’s how it works: I can give you one of two wishes. I can make
it all work for you. You’ll feel better, you’ll fit into all your
clothes, you’ll be able to keep up with any activity, you’ll even
be able to tire out your grandkids! And you’ll look great. You’ll
be thin, healthy looking, in shape… wait; healthy LOOKING, did I
say? Better than that; you’ll be HEALTHY! You’ll be off your
meds, your doctor will be shaking his (or her) head about how great
you’re doing. And you’ll have a long life, and when it’s time
to die, you’ll have a quick, relatively painless death.
“Only one thing:
if you get on the scale, you’re gonna weigh MORE than the weight
when you started WW. It will only show on the scale; you’ll have
all the energy and other good stuff you want, and you’ll be thin
and strong, but your weight won’t line up with how you look and
act. The scale will still show that high number.
“You other option
is this: you get to be any weight you want. That’s what the scale
will show. But you’ll be tired, in pain, out of breath; you’ll
have low energy, you’ll look like your “before” pictures and
worse. But the scale will show any number you like.
“So? Which is it?
Which one are you going to choose?”
Now, given that
choice, who would go for the weight? To me, the important stuff is
the way I feel, what I can do, what my health is like. So within
reason, I need to let go of what the scale says. I can’t ignore it
entirely (because it IS an important indicator, like the gas gauge on
the car), but I shouldn’t use it as the sole indicator – just
like I shouldn’t try to manage the gas level in the car by gluing
the gas gauge needle in place.
I work in addiction
and mental health, and we have a name for folks who obsess solely on
weight and trying to keep it off. They’re called anorectics; they
have a condition called Anorexia Nervosa. Despite the fashion
magazines, it’s not pretty. It can be fatal.
So I’m letting go
of obsessing on the number, and I’m trying to remember all of the
other factors that tell me how
healthy I am and how I’m doing. Well, I’m trying to let go,
anyway.
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